Well in regards to the holidays, the only thing that seemed to go right was the time I spent with my mom. My dad still isn't getting this aspergers thing, he is stubborn about this and probably will never understand or see it from a different perspective. Really in truth I am not being difficult, I am just being me. I think that my dad thinks you can turn this aspergers syndrome thing on and off but that is just not the case. It is like asking a diabetic to not have problems with there glucose, it is just not possible. Yes there are ways to treat the symptoms and manage the effects but the underlying condition will be there with you for the rest of your life.
Lets move away from that sour subject and because I really don't like the lets point fingers game but before we do I want to state that I made a poor decision which was to leave my dads early but this was mine and his fault.
Finally a topic that I have been dreading over, is the serious possibility that I may end up living a bachelor life. I have thought long and hard about this subject and have come to the conclusion that whatever happens will be the best thing for me. Whether I am a bachelor or married is just something that I should not worry about, there are always more important fish to fry in this big vast sea.
signing off
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